Marriage Memory

I laid on the bed in silence..

He undressed me careless

His sigh could make me cold

I wept in my heart.

The wedding ring is tighter

Wedding string is suffocating me,

But I dint want to breath

As I was enjoying my silence.....

His heaviness got inside my legs,

His hands kept hurting my bosom,

Still he thought I will bloom

I laid silent

I saw a smile on his face

When blood, the symbol of love

Spread on the bed

But, he never knew

IT was my innocence that bleed
It was not my virginity.

Tears rolled down my cheeks

As I knew I am wearing another mask

Mask of compromises, forgiveness

And I could never be me, never again

I will never be loved as a feel

I will be loved as a word,

My failure....

His phone kept beeping, I could see smile

The phone blinked to make him smile

He roared at me for not touching him

But he never knew I was looking,

To touch his heart, which might have been hurt somehow, someday!!

As the messanger is on the phone,

Never next to him.

I wish I collapsed but my coffin is not yet ready...
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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