Manipulation Wins How Sad

How can I have fear of shame lies and theories haunt my name mouths which think I have no brain clouding minds a nasty stain drained of good a subtle way a reputation they portray in their quest for selfish gain a jealousy they can't contain They allow the negative as they let mystery live explanations they then give theories, lies through which they shift none of which are positive fronting their dishonest gift believed as they are good at it they spread the word I'd lost my mind and this they claimed a long long time as I stayed silent out of sight and now people believe this lie Truth be told I kicked them out left one day and without doubt didn't want those peeps about felt no need to speak or shout but now I do with all deceived so long passed I'm not believed their story with unmovable seed vindication of why I leave but everyone now thinks I'm mad when I tell of treatment bad it's treatment I just couldn't of had manipulation wins... how sad