Make Up Tears

the darkened tears streamed down her face rolling down looking out of place making her face pale with panda eyes looking in the mirror letting out a deep sigh sadness shook her body cold maybe she was just too bold bleary eyed and blotchy cheek as her eyes began to leak she closed her eyes to block the pain as a distant voice called her name voices came from miles away voices of hope, desperation and pray "open your eyes" she said to herself as the doctors talk about her health they left her room and her alone left her to think about family friends and home all i wanted was just a bit of fun now look at me and what I've become caught up unaware of my fears as i plea silently through my make up tears