Lying To Myself

U got me lying to myself 
   Pretending I am void 
       of feelings for U 
      When we all know D.A.M.N 
        well  what I would do
           I'm so uncontrollable
                   I fell so hard  
                 I fight myself 
                All day and night
                   Tryna force myself
                         to fall out
                     that would be the smart thing
                         But it's not the fun thing
                              HARDLY 
                          This will go down as my biggest sin
                                Or maybe not
                                 It might be my biggest win
                                    The way I feel for you
                                       I fell so hard  
                                    That you got me lying to myself
                                          Tryna avoid what's clear
                                          It's just that nobody was supposed to be here
                                               Especially You
                                                So unexpected 
                                              Now what am I to do?
Copyright © | Year Posted 2006

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