Luke and Nerah

I miss being with you two.. Playing hide and seek.. Playing with the ball.. Chasing one after another... I miss seeing you both play... I miss my life I had with you both.. Early morning kisses and hugs.. Warmath in the cold nights.. Cooking something special.. Feeding you until you both are full.. I still miss everything about you two.. If I never trusted the wrong person.. If I never ran out of my savings.. You two are still here with me.. I remember how you both waited.. Near the window on the balcony.. To see me coming back home.. Unconditional love I felt.. Gave me hope to live.. I was the happiest among all.. My two beautiful babies.. So pure of heart.. Full of joy.. My words are countless.. My tears are endless.. When I thinlk of you both.. I really hope you understand... That I did the best I can... I didn't want to be selfish.. Keeping you both withme.. When I knew I couldn't do anything... I wanted you both to be happy.. Even if I am not with you no more.. You have her and she have you.. You both have each other.. Thats the only comfort I hold.. I know we will never meet again.. But you both are the dearest once.. I am holding in my heart space.. I am sorry my dearest babies... I did my very best untill the last day.. Seeing you both walking out thr door.. That was the day I knew I lost it all.. I am greatful for the times we had.. And I will always wish for you both.. May you both be safe and happy.. With a full tommy and lots of play.. This is my farewell I must say.. Its Time.. this is my final good bye!! Dilu D Wijegunasekara 20th December 2021