Loving You Silently

I like to sit in the morning dew But why I am in the darking blue I love to have a smile on my face But why I am like a black rose Her dreams never leaving me alone But why I am still alone At last I am sitting in the dark And loving you silently!!! I am afraid of telling you That I am in a deep love with you More than anyone And more than my life I am unable to see you kissing and hugging a different man Leaving all the sorrows and tears to me alone At last I am sitting in the dark And loving you silently!!! I have millions of dreams on you I have billions of words to express And I am telling each a word to each star To express these on my behalf To tell her how much I love And show my tears as a rain At last I am sitting in the dark And loving you silently!!! I am afraid that you cannot understand me I am afraid even just to stand beside you And I am not disgusting as everybody thinks If you want me to cry I am ready to cry whole my life Just to see a smile on your face Still I am sitting in the dark And loving you silently!!!