Love's Blues

Why do I fight against myself? When all I wanna do is love you. Why should I feel ashamed? When all I wanna do is hold you. My mind keeps repeating no And I’m afraid to just let go. Why am I hurting? Am I hurting you too? So many things I wish I could tell you. And oh so many times I would run to you. My heart is breaking When I am near you. Wishing I can reach out to feel you And whisper how much I adore you. Things are happening so fast Beyond my control And I cannot fathom why I anticipate your Smile because when I am graced with your presence I simply wish to be Miles away from you. Why am I hurting you? Why are you letting me hurt you? Love makes my heart blue because I’m in love with you Happiness does not equal joy It’s a ploy to get my heart open for receiving you And I am not ready for it I am not ready for you I am not ready for love just yet.