Lovely Parting Gifts

Endlessly searching for what’s unknown, Hoping someday, I will see my home, Will I ever get the memo? How will I know? Or did it already happen, A few moments ago? Magical moments are shattered, By an unsympathetic world, I can’t see, Where the only thing that is important is the show, But, it’s in a hiding place I can’t go, Could I find solace? A few days ago. Missed hopes and dreams is what my life is all about, Leaving me introspective in a wordless world, As my karmic destiny seems to ebb and flow, I wonder if I missed the boat, A few years ago. A cacophonous symphony of anxiety, Leaving an imprint on my memory, Was it simply a fantasy? A lifetime ago.