Lovelorn

I have heard from some lucky peps that mom is your first love... So why am I lovelorn? I have heard that you family loves you.... So why am I lovelorn? I have heard there comes a time in life where you find "THE ONE" who will love you for just the way you are... I have been with many, but still... Why am I lovelorn? Is this because I think different? Is this because I am hard to be understood? Every time I start to feel that this is it! I have achieved the Love that I always wanted and I try to hold it tight it just turns into sand and slips out of my fist and then I think again scratching my head and pulling my hair that... WHY AM I A LOVELORN?