Love You More Than You'Ll Ever Know

Right now There are millions of words that can describe the difference between you and i/ in fact it's bout the same as many times as I thought of dying/ it's not something I'm of afraid of/ I just feel bad for the days I wake up/ surely if life is worth millions I'll take a pay cut/ these days I found myself forgetting your mistakes and stuck remembering you/ reminiscing bout the days I was the gum stuck under your shoes/ you had the remote control to my happiness and the bomb that would blast me off in fumes/ maintained the same affection that was given and never acted too cute/ but my eyes seen your beauty as expected like the rise and fall of the sun and the moon/ my kisses were the prescription for life's emotional wounds/ my hugs were the band aids for the cuts left by other dudes/ honestly it's either God or luck that combined us two/ if you were to fall 6 feet under I'd be in the ground too/ because our souls are like knots that boys scouts do/ the feeling of ecstasy when our lips touched/ the softness of your skin the essence of your core ball up in a fist to give me the umph I feel in my gut/ verbose were the words to define our love/ my tongue struck the strings of your skin/ making you sing the lyrics that you can only find from within/ to think I used to call you and hang up before the phone rings/ the thought of me became malignant a smile was always safety pinned/ intuitive without the life experience/outside what we shared glistened/ inside the pain was ubiquitous like a major organ was missing/ if I could, I'd take me out back and stomp a whole in my ass for ever hurting you/ wishing I was the man waiting on that altar instead of sitting on the pews/ as the pastor ask "if there's anybody here that know reason why these two cant be husband and wife" I jump up screaming I Love You!!!!!!!!