Love Thy Host

Placing a name has become very very hard What is this monolith? Walk around inspect It’s hard tangible but breakable Every time it sears it cures Black onto white, white onto black something of a reversible nature Note the veins Note their mechanical order flowing in flowing out Breathing, sweating, dizziness just some symptoms close contact much worse so much worse What is this? How can something feel so good and wrong Practice self control Rationalize irrational behavior Stop fearing love the chase love the cat and mouse kill the rat Still I will never feel like this again understatement I want to feel like this again What has this monolith done to me?