Love Pain

Love pain has no specific moments NO certain timing It just buzz out pain in happiness You trying to push it back Unstable it bounces back This feeling wants to be felt You throw it back It hates to be left unfelt You turn your back away One step away It is already ahead There it blocks the way It demands a chance See tears oozing non-stop from eyes to prevent drought Yeses! This feeling Feels like a sword Piercing cardiac It is sickening Toxic to feel soul ache This feeling demands that I feel it okay Thousand minutes a break A deal okay My insight is fragile promise Not to break Yeses love pain is like a vulture Am dead alive Feeding on my flash While am still breathing Striping me courage Am left in hostage Even worse In dark cages of fear Engaging to powerless So I lose power and be powerless Lose control over myself etcetera I lose so many things Including focus Chords vocals I just become speechless, clueless , Helpless In whatever I think less less It drains me hope After a while creat it though Empty, Empty Empty My brain feels empty Feels vacuum Thoughtsreach late in cerebrum I demand a break It demands to be felt Love pain