Love Pain

Love pain has no specific moments 
NO certain timing 
It just buzz out pain in happiness 

You trying to push it back
Unstable it bounces back
This feeling wants to be felt 
You throw it back 
It hates to be left unfelt

You turn your back away 
One step away 
It is already ahead 
There it blocks the way 
It demands a chance 
See tears oozing non-stop from eyes to prevent drought 

Yeses! This feeling 
Feels like a sword 
Piercing cardiac 
It is sickening 
Toxic to feel soul ache 

This feeling demands that I feel it okay 
Thousand minutes a break
A deal okay
My insight is fragile promise 
Not to break

Yeses love pain is like a vulture 
Am dead alive 
Feeding on my flash 
While am still breathing 

Striping me courage 
Am left in hostage 
Even worse 
In dark cages of fear 
Engaging to powerless 
So I lose power and be powerless 
Lose control over myself etcetera  

I lose so many things 
Including focus 
Chords vocals 
I just become speechless, clueless ,
Helpless 
In whatever I think less less 

It drains me hope 
After a while creat it though 

Empty, Empty Empty
My brain feels empty
Feels vacuum 
Thoughtsreach late in cerebrum 

I demand a break 
It demands to be felt 
 Love pain
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Anne Avatar
February 4, 2018 at 8:21 AM
the struggle is real!
Anne Avatar
February 4, 2018 at 8:21 AM
beautiful poem!
Anne Avatar
February 4, 2018 at 8:19 AM
haunting poem!
Anne Avatar
February 4, 2018 at 8:11 AM
I like your sense of playfulness
Anne Avatar
February 4, 2018 at 8:05 AM
love the phrase "piercing cardiac" ! unique!
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