Love Pain

Looking up from the bottom of this pit The smell of my own disgust permeates the damp soil surrounding my soul I’m living in darkness Alone, I peer out, above me Clinching my hands together, asking for Gods help The stench of tears, lay waste, bellowing up around me Caving in the walls that my existence exist in, I can’t go on Drowning in my misery Staring at wisdom Seeking direction, guidance to love To give the love of my life Meaningful love