Love On a Derailed Train of Thought

one day i know i will be only a mere memory to someone like i mirror in the water i guess these days this is why i smile even though i do not get the same in return perhaps i will get a free apple pie or a certain percentage off on my next purchase there are times though where i just want to be loved without having to show the receipt even as you reply, you are far away from even the furthest point of my hearing range you have become immersed in monotony's monotonous grip no matter how my i try to color inside the lines, i always end up being all out of line there are times though when i just want to love you without having search for any kind of sharpener here we are now....sighing and rolling our eyes while wishing on previous wishes there are so many different world that we have become impervious to spinning globes my heart breaks as images of our love in newly ripened times sneak up on me out of nowhere there are times when i wish we would just love each other without worrying about directions in which to take