Love Numb's the Sorrow

Love Numb's The Sorrow Have you ever felt hurt to the point that one touch one embrace no longer feel real no matter how much you tell yourself it real? I shouldn't fall from such a feet why can't I let go of what happen? maybe I feel responsible,yeah I guess I do.I love to numb myself from everything that hurt to hide my fear with a smile to get away from a past that I meant to hide.Did you ever stop trusting everything including your hear? i'm sure there been a point in everyone life they can forget and forgive and move on to a brighter tomorrow.But I use love to numb my emotions to take them and lock them away while I keep walking into the dark searching for my light.Why is the light glowing but I can't reach it? is it because i won't release that past? But I use love to numb the pain.You must have it that thing I'm looking for,but I don't want to lose you no matter you have what I need to live on.Me who uses love to numb herself only to feel it more and more later,I take pity on myself the user of love the calmer of evil the breaker of heart and the demon of light.I hope to reach this pure love with grace.