Love, Loss, and Repitition
Channeling through to
the screaming demon
a wall thin as a sheet of silk
reflecting like a piece of glass
all that I ask
I all I can do
I can bring
an end to the rain
for nobody ever
will know me again
the tears will stop flowing
as you slowly stop knowing
the evidence points to
a love so true
I cannot be
so stuck on me
I cannot be
inside
I shall broadcast over
every corrupted wave of
human brain space
hoping for an end to the war
hoping for an end to a means
whatever it brings
shall be directly for me
Interlinking network cables
cross sometimes to find
a new stream of though
that has never been been thought of
I could never fall out of
the great tree, in debt to me
for saving it from the woodsmen
Oh scaly beast with your pointy teeth
your so poignant to me
and I am all that matters
when nothing else does
I'm all out of weapons
and defenses because
I followed you too far into
the great pit of love
with no sight above
or intention to escape
I shall just lay
in a place that fate
has thrown me
Whoever has known me
has known a true friend
if I ever at any point
let them all the way in
which rarely happens
for I don't know trust
for I am the truest
form of myself
I need to help
from a bottom feeding fish
who's only wish
is for self advancement
your selfish attractions
entice me no more
you were the last one
I felt anything for
your absence is noted
and the void digs at me so empty
I shall forever stay here in
the epitome of misery
so perfectly purposely
Copyright © Bj Fard | Year Posted 2012
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