Love and Hate

Sometimes I try to make, sense of your Love and Hate I thought you were the perfect mate, but now we talk and can't relate At night I ache when I lay, at your side I want to stay But the games' so hard to play,and I've lost you anyway We had a while in this life, I could not have a better wife Yes, there was toil and strife, but you pierced me like a knife I found out you always knew, that you did not love me true You crushed my heart through and through, but I did not stop loving you But now I really fear, that the end is very near It became crystal clear, the ship of life I cannot steer And I could win if I cheat, and take my life before I'm beat It's not an awesome feat, and then my maker I shall meet Tell me where life begins, and how we pay for our sins Satan stands there with a grin, as my life comes to an end