Lost Soul

Sometime walking in a slow rain I find myself like a shattered pane This tear jerking fact nags me to cry But then my heart asks me why? My heart pounding fast at that deserted place Taking me away that breeze hit my face Totally lost and engulfed in that rain Those erratic expressions ostense my pain With my lost soul thumping like hell Was probing for a destination safe as shell I was gabbling to myself but was dead inside All scared was still searching for guide Each drop seemed so puissant to kill me slowly That I found myself getting quartered into pieces awfully My heart was slowly melting with that rain Was smiling furtively and getting free from the pain I felt hollow and searched for the lost part Then on my palm thumping fast I found my heart A bright light then came and I turned around A door was there that's all I found That eerie and glimmering door pulled me inside I saw a fairy with the place quite wide And then saw those doors counting seven They were none but doors to heaven Finally was feeling quite cheerful and snugged And then recalled the pain I ultimately ducked I asked the God why in heaven I got my berth He replied as I was too innocent for that earth