Lost Poem

I won't say I was a troubled child At least, not that I was wild I just never had a best friend Hated stuff that seemed to trend Loving myself is all I've ever done Never wanted a younger one to come Just my older brothers to care for me As I careless about how they be I was really something else... I remember when we first met I hated the shape of your head You were really just you Then I wondered she's new And she never says hello to me I thought of letting you be But if I do who's gonna be with you Especially now that you're really new I thought I was being considerate... I promised me to take care of you Like no one's ever thought to do I tried to love you for half a decade Until myself came and asked to get paid I lost you to the arms of anyone but me Everyone even my loving mum could see That that's the worse thing I've ever done 'Cause I'll live to regret this in time to come I am really the worse... These days, you're all I think of And it's made me to sort of Want to question if Narcissism has a cure Because right now I feel my heart's pure Like I have never loved anything else Not even my favourite poem on the shelf But I'm scared I may never get you back This is an ode of me being sad I hope you never get to read this...