Lost Memories

Memories my mysterious memories Logged somewhere in the back of my mind Vague and distant these lifetime histories Are stored yet never truly arise Selected uninvited memories have tendencies To be at the forefront of my consciousness The function of my psyche creates a mismatch Of the good and bad memories I fear the intrusive negativity will never leave me I’m gifted or ill fated with this limited positivity I must unlock my mind But I just can’t find the key Just to saviour one more last happy memory in me.