Lost Me
You left and don't seem like you'll return
You left, and now I'm not me.
Left alone; left empty and desolate,
You abandoned me, you left me.
You left me in despair; in depression.
Should I be content with your decision?
Should I accept all that I am now
And stop seeking you?
You that is me; should I?
Am I suppose to leave the me I once was
And just accept the me that I am now?
The me that is in a depressive state.
I found you once, but you only resided
For a few moments.
Now I am unable to find you: permanently?
Do you wish not to be found?
I must say that I feel I should just leave.
I should just stop searching and remain,
Remain in my current state.
Yes, that I'll do; remain I will.
If you wish, you can come and find me,
For I have abandoned my search
For the one who left, you: me.
If you cannot find me or wish not to,
I am content, I am fine with this me
The depressed and silent; I believe I'll keep.
Copyright © Lajorne Ferguson | Year Posted 2012
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