Lost Me

You left and don't seem like you'll return You left, and now I'm not me. Left alone; left empty and desolate, You abandoned me, you left me. You left me in despair; in depression. Should I be content with your decision? Should I accept all that I am now And stop seeking you? You that is me; should I? Am I suppose to leave the me I once was And just accept the me that I am now? The me that is in a depressive state. I found you once, but you only resided For a few moments. Now I am unable to find you: permanently? Do you wish not to be found? I must say that I feel I should just leave. I should just stop searching and remain, Remain in my current state. Yes, that I'll do; remain I will. If you wish, you can come and find me, For I have abandoned my search For the one who left, you: me. If you cannot find me or wish not to, I am content, I am fine with this me The depressed and silent; I believe I'll keep.