Lost Love

My eyes are searching for you And I can write this hundred times Until my hands pain in your remembrance I am not able to express my love in words My lips shut when I have to do that I see you coming close to me in my dreams And just walking without noticing me Yes, it hurts but I hold up my heart and pretend to smile Thinking that one day you will notice me And will cherish my love for you I am not sure, of such happy time in my life will come Still I pray for it Because that’s the only thing I can do for now I am angry with myself Reason is I can’t express my love to you There are few words which are left unsaid between you and me I try hard to tell myself “I don’t deserve you and I should move on” Moving on process has been going through years It’s almost 7 years we are still unaware of love Love is a feeling which makes you realize importance of the person But it seems I have a never got importance from you Not complaining, may be I don’t deserve the importance I wonder what life will be like if I forget your name I think that will be the last day of my life on this world