Lost Love

A Feeling of Despair ,The Choking Sobs an Image of Being Trampled under a Mob. Constricted Breathing, out of Control a Feeling of Forever These Moments Stole Darkness Settles, No Happy Thoughts, the Battles over Before its Even Fought. Clouds Drift in ,I Feel the Pain. I Stand Destroyed in Your Domain On the Edge of a Chasm, Inviting Cold Hating Who I Am, a Man with No Soul. Can You Hear My Cries of Anguish and Despair, to Live or Die Do I Even Care? I Know it Sounds Crazy, Not My Usual Peace. But What to Do with Myself after this Six Year Lease . Words Spoken to God Mean Nothing Anymore I Spoke You Spoke Still You Walked out the Door. How Do I Maintain My Guise as a Man When Behind Closed Doors I Sift Away like Sand .To Pick up and Continue What Is the Use? I Had a Great Woman I Lost Her, I Deserve All Abuse. I Prayed for Us Daily to God from Above, And for What Because Evidently There Is No Such Thing as True Love.