Lost Love

I'm lost in my mind, It's like I can't think, Thoughts cloudy, Mind heavy, Heart drowning, Feet moving, But I can't even blink. It's like I'm here, But I'm not, Loudness surrounding, Fear bounding, I'm stuck, But I'm moving, I'm grinding, I'm shining. But I'm down, Head in the clouds, Please don't make a sound, But stay awhile, Enjoy a laugh, I promise a smile, My smiles just too bright, It's like my shining light, So when I'm all dark and grim, It isn't like me, To grin. I try and I try, But it'd be a lie, If I said I did. But please don't go, Just sit with me, Let's reminisce, Enjoy the feelings of emotion, And forever bliss. No, Wait, Where'd you go? Your turning into someone I don't know, But why, Did I hurt you? Did you ever reach out? My thoughts may be cloudy, But I recall I was still there, You chose to go, When you promised to stay, Maybe it was me, Maybe it was time, Maybe just maybe, It's time to say Good-Bye. It hurts, It really does, But I've always bared your pain, I always listened, I mean what did I gain? But it's all the same, I can take it, That I think you know, But like you say, It's time to go!!!!