Lost In My Love

I don't know how to react to you anymore, You will never know my deepest pain, You confuse me as best as you can, You gave me mix up emotions, You are not here with me, You don't say you love me anymore, You try to fade away, You think its easy being far, I tried to give you, The space that you need, All you do is get far and far away, Why are you so weak? Why do you hate me? When I say the truth? You get me all mix up and confused, You know that I need you the most, All you care about, One selfish mind, Ever since you moved far away, You discluded me from your life, You say one thing, Yet you do another, How can I trust your words? When you play back and forth? I never felt so lonely before, When I need help I can't ask my friends, My one closest friend, To throw my sorrows and pains, Out on my chest to type the words away, Poetry is what I know, That can help me best. Aside sitting, looking at these wall, Wonder when would you realize, The truth behind my eyes? Where is my best friend, When I need him the most? He bails on me, Yet closes all the doors, Can I call you my best friend? When you walk away? I wish you would hold me tight, And stay strong as one, Instead of walking away and fade off, You leave me with the deepest pain? These questions all frustrated me, Deep inside because I don't know what to say! Sorrow in my mind, Yet goes another day with pain, I don't know how to say.