Lost In a Dark Light

Got told to look what's going on around me But I'm scared to really see Lost myself and just can't seem to find my way back My shining sun I've been told is black Will I find the right path At my life no more can I laugh Tears I fight back as I know I will crumble My black sun blinds me and I stumble Close my eyes to see more pain hurting my heart Can't take any more My heart and body are just so sore My head hurts with the questions that end in why Punches to the heart are just so wrong Here's where again it goes on to long Warnings were there thought I could cope But me being in control found a down hill slope...