Lost Control

no physical pain can match the pain in the soul failing the one and only task mentally tortured day after today this mind is a burden that must be bore thoughts free flowing like a raging river continuing ever so endlessly down the same path will the source of this pain ever be changed the river cuts deeper and deeper trail as time goes the side of the thinks is lost current forcing further to places on know reaching for something just to hold on nothing strong enough to hold drifting further along treading water arms are begining to tire hoping someone will reach down with a helping hand some just ignore and some watch until the distance is too great struggling and alone is how this will end without love the future looks bleak