Lost Before I Had You

Hello, my love, The love I cannot have. So much love that I cannot hold, Overflowing, yet trapped inside. I cannot express it, While someone bold Is unafraid to bare her heart to you. Do you sense this quiet feeling? I reach for you in silent ways, But she dares what I cannot. I love you, my love, Yet you seem like something I can never truly have. My heart aches to imagine Your joy with another. It feels like a game I cannot win, A competition I always lose. I wish to keep you for myself, But time won't turn back I lost you when I never really had you, And now, I fear I've lost you forever.