Lost All Control

I've lost all control time has passed me by i am so confused what's happening? my life no longer belongs to me I'm a puppet on a string being controlled by the out side world and i can do nothing but sit back and watch I've lost all control I've lost track of time and now I've lost track of my future I'm over whelmed it's to much to handle i can't take it but i know i can't change it can't change what's happened can't grab hold of reality to many things are happening and their happening way to fast life is passing me by life is gone I've fallen down and now it's all over I've lost control of what will happen next and now it all belongs to fate.