Lost

Pressure to think
Dont pressure me to broadcast millions 
Im lost 
Lost of plot 
Lost of recall
Loss of sense of feeling of thought 
Im lost ..

Im lost i can't think of my own memory  rows
Or the hows and knowns ...
I'm lost  
My minds floating and it goes .
tremendously boasts

What are my interests 
Why when i read the info gets lost?

How do I not offend the one that loves 
                      Me?  I can't agree 
                      To all i see nor to what i decide to be


Free to get my way
        I can save the day 
             But 
        Im lost ..

   In the ray of opportunities
         i could do so many 
             Some find me funny 
             How I think my level of productivity is         unsatisfactory 
             Yet I want to do it all
                     But im here lost in my thought ..
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What to do when you're lost within 
    The fact that you will be unforgiven
       If you dont choose from whats given .
           But I escape like a raven 
                The further down I've diven 
                
Some days 
    theres still a bit of me 
That rebuilds the strength i once had and the faith in my self ... when i was the best
Yet then soon a thought comes a choice comes a forgotten time a fact i can't recall ...
And we're back to the first line  ..

Im lost  ...


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But thats not the end 
I am going to come back ...

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