Lost

Pressure to think Dont pressure me to broadcast millions Im lost Lost of plot Lost of recall Loss of sense of feeling of thought Im lost .. Im lost i can't think of my own memory rows Or the hows and knowns ... I'm lost My minds floating and it goes . tremendously boasts What are my interests Why when i read the info gets lost? How do I not offend the one that loves Me? I can't agree To all i see nor to what i decide to be Free to get my way I can save the day But Im lost .. In the ray of opportunities i could do so many Some find me funny How I think my level of productivity is unsatisfactory Yet I want to do it all But im here lost in my thought .. ----- What to do when you're lost within The fact that you will be unforgiven If you dont choose from whats given . But I escape like a raven The further down I've diven Some days theres still a bit of me That rebuilds the strength i once had and the faith in my self ... when i was the best Yet then soon a thought comes a choice comes a forgotten time a fact i can't recall ... And we're back to the first line .. Im lost ... . . But thats not the end I am going to come back ...