Lost

Just an empty shell now Is this how you feel all the time? All those feelings that used to make me up They went away and I can't think straight The tears are blurring everything Your cruel words just bounce around They make no sense to me, in my head These mood swings of yours, I don't get it You can't always blame me for what you've done My only true friend, just a shade But you did reveal my only true friend in this All my love, you took and never gave I was thinking I actually fell for you What's left in me? What's left for me? Just a shell, no happiness, no hell My true friend, the only one helping Me, trying to find my way Savior complex, please don't let it be, don't try Let's hang out when I've found my... Insides? Feelings? World? Must this be grief? The grief of a loss still alive? Too confused to continue now My new friend, I'm so grateful Advice is my best friend these days