Loss of a narcissist

What do I really miss? Unpredicatable points of view followed by aggressive tones The upset, anger, the constant moans About... Working late or having no time The evaluation, "I'm fine, I'm fine" Squabling about nothing or over exaggeration Never any words of love or adoration The continued sleep late in the morning The ever so present statement, "It's boring." The frown and the growl, the lies and betrayal The realisation our marriage will fail The jealousy of me, my job and my friends Of relationships with family, the list never ends The way that you shout obsenities and cruel words Controlling, coercieve, manipulation just taking turns The drinking of vodka late in the night It changed your appearance and bought about flight The allegations, the cheating, the narcissist ignorance Leave us alone, we want rid of this sequence.