Loss of a Loved One

i want you to know i love you. and that you're in a better place. even though everyday i have tears run down my face. its hard to live without you it really breaks my heart. but all the memories I made with you will stay inside my heart. even though its not the same you're not here by my side. everyday i think of you and pretend that your a live. matt gave me a bear that he dressed to look like you. i put him in your favorite spot and pretend I'm next to you. I'll put our favorite movies on and pretend that you are here even though its not the same and that brings me tears. i always think I'm okay when i know I'm not and the fact that i wont see you again really is alot. you were more then just my dad you were my best friend too when you went to heaven part of me went there too