Loss

Stop. wait. no. why? why can't i stop, i cry I cry out your name in my dark and dismal room waiting for you to end this gloom inside my heart and inside my head all i can do is cry before bed why did you leave and why were you taken from me it wasn't your time but you had to leave you fought and fought and i love you for that but all i can think now is where are you at? are you happy are you safe are you happier now? I tried to cope but i didn't know how i miss you so much you could never guess sometimes i still cry and find myself a mess but im ok and ill be alright just give me some time cause ill need to fight this anger this hurt and agony and hate but ill pull through and learn to accept this fate I love you and will see you again someday I know you watch over me always yes today we will meet up again though i don't know where i know when i pass you will be there For my grandmother Susan Lavinia Howe