Losing My Mind

I just need a moment To think My Brain Feels Clogged But Aint nothing coming to mind No word Rollin down Like ya People Tired of bein In this recession Im tired of bein stuck in This Depression I can keep this pain Only for a moment Theres a limit Thats why i let the Pain Bleed out the Pencil Paper and Pen Thats Tha Best two Utensil My Life be gettin Worst by Tha Minute I be pinching myself So many times That i notice This is no Bad Dream That i notice That i gotta Meet up Face to Face With My Problems The thing that Been Sprinting In My mind is If the Sun Comes up Will i Smile Lord if the sun comes up Please Shine Some Brightness Onto me But If the Sun Dont Come up I"ll be Searching for a Positive Energy As the Darkness Trys to Put a Negative Energy Into me