Lord I Need You

Lord, I need you so much just to hear your voice or even feel your tender touch I cannot see myself without. My whole world would be sad and blue I wouldn't know what to do I wouldn't have any clue. I need your guidance right now this day I want to feel you, seek you and be near you. I am in distress and I am losing my direction, my energy is draining and my focus is shifting in the opposite direction. I have been fighting to keep afloat I know that this journey wasn't going to be easy and it wasn't going to be breezy. Heavenly father I call out to you for help in my time of need the devil is on my back and he is trying to take me out. With just one touch I won't be able to scream and shout he knows what I am all about I know that I will go through many trials and tribulations. The storms may be rocky and the road is going to be rough I must stand my ground and be tough. I know that you have already done enough for me you have been my guide and my navigator. My healer and my elevator I am fearful and scared of what lies ahead but I know that with you. I will never walk alone I have lost my way I am fighting just to make it through the day. Trying to keep from drowning I am losing my touch and I am frowning. My mind is slipping and I am losing sanity I need you Lord to keep my floating. I am fighting more than the flesh its the evil spirits in them that is trying to pull me down. I am draining quickly and I am screaming for help on the inside while I try to hold up on the outside. Lord I ask that you stay with me please don't leave me for I am crying out and I am in need of restoration. Lift me up with your unconditional love and wash in your blood for you have risen for my sake. I ask for forgiveness for all the things I have done in the past, present and future. I know that I am a work in progress and I am working on being a better person. I am in need of a transformation and a new atomshpere. I am seeking you and you I put first in my life, I know that I must have faith and put all my trust in you. I love you Lord I know you have a purpose for me I want to be all that I can be all that you have called me to be. Shower down your foundation and clean me up for I need you every second, every minute and every hour. Of everyday Lord I am asking for you to stay with me