Loosing the Future

sitting here crying because I don't wanna lose you all the things you've done, you wonder why I accuse you I'm so broken because you are my heart don't understand why we are so apart you mean more to me than you could ever know that's why it's so hard to let go you slept inside me for nine long months that's why I not only got your back, I got your front I know that you think the streets will be there for you but it's been ME here for you in all you do It hurts me that you find happiness in the streets when your my happiness from your head to your feet I'm praying for you, yet I'm so hurt but you watch and see that my prayers will work I'm your ride or die, Your family is your gang The difference between you me and them, I will never change I'm your cuz, your partner , your dog Your bestie, 'cause I love you most of all my love is real will never ask you to kill never hit you to be a part of me this is something I wish you could see when you're hurt or in real trouble where will they be if they told you they would be there they lied It will be me, yo momma, by your side you are beautiful and you are worth so much more so why are you denying all this for my tears today will fall but God's faithful name I have called you will be fine because I believe in you and because God answers prayers, this is true please think before you act some of our decisions we can't subtract I do love being your mom, you've helped me grow How much I love you baby, I hope you know