Looking never found

Looking Never Found. When did the searching start ? Perhaps at the very first beat, of an innocent, uncorrupted, heart. Perhaps a dark nights lullaby rhyme? When the seekers eyes, were unblinded, or in that soothing voice counting time. Maybe in that sunlights far flung view? Looking for vague external questions, to quench a thirst, raw and bitter to you. Maybe waves of goodbye clenched in fists? That well hidden dwell, deep in your soul, you persist to bind chains, just can't resist.