Looking Inside Out

Looking inside out, I might not be so bad/ Because the world is going mad and I can't be sad/ I should really be motivated, to touch down better/ But this storm I'm trying to weather, I can't let up/ Looking inside out, I just wonder how I look/ Some people think I'm cool and don't see me as a crook/ But some do, they want to push their weight around/ So I stand my ground, they not dealing with a punk/ They dealing with a hound, I'm ride or die bound/ Turn a smile to a frown, so they try to laugh now/ If you do, you're guaranteed to cry later/ I'm a verbal assassin, as well as a regulator/ I can turn your real life into a scary movie/ I'm the light bearer, I'm the knowledge of truth/ And I can against the best like nothing to it/ When I got falsely accused, I would always ride for them/ Now, when I need a lift, nobody is riding for me/ They screaming ride or die but nobody dying for me/ Blind as can be, but I'm still trying to see/ They said no pun intended, but they punking on me/ Since I received the rock, they steady running to me/ I ran away, they chase me, trying to gun me down/ I ran a hundred miles, but still no touch downs/ I walk a lonely road, bag on my shoulders, just clothes/ On this yellow brick road, no friends, no girlfriends/ An antisocial optimist so give me the time/ There's no need to hate on me or make my life Hell/ Sometimes I feel insane, I be out of my mind/ But looking inside out, I will be just fine/