Looking for the unfindable

Looking for the unfindable Unfindable. Is she missed, forgotten, invisible, lost, maybe dead? I tried to find her everywhere. Workplaces, pubs, cemeteries, nights, days, past lives, present life, next lives, in the light, and the dark She does not exist, and that’s why I am alone in my so paralyzed cold life Hard fact, hot desire, passing fire, shooting star my life turns on in the light There is no love, but everything is more than love because life starts death of love Never happening the love there, only the realistic love of mind, the intellectual light I will live in the light, follow and take the shiny and glittering objectively realistic life Oh, Light, come into my heart and shall be the way with your light in the life in mine Light Life New Ever Light Founded Love