Looking Back

I stand on this plot of ground
thinking about my life
the good I have done the bad I have done
the love I have created the hate that I stirred
My autobiography is filled with happy moments
painful moments
The world I see before me is not the same
neither am I
God seems so close at times yet at times so far away 
An anxious mind creates restless thoughts sleepless nights
Time is now...the past is but a memory
hazy and biased good or bad replayed with a new script
some scenes better left on the cutting floor
This world I helped create...helped to create me
regrets have become my drinking companion
I stand on this plot of ground breathing in 
and breathing out the life I have lived
I have seen sadness and joy both can be misguided
when I was a child I looked to the future
now that I am old I replay the past 
I have walked on this tightrope swaying side to side
balancing these frisky emotions never looking down 
having faith the safety net has always been there 

Frank (Black) Blacharczyk
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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November 13, 2022 at 9:03 PM
Complex,yet simple.straightforward,to the point wisdom.good write.enjoy,comment mine please.peace.daniel schack
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