Looking At You Now

I've always been the last one to fall Holding my heart under lock and key Up in a tower standing so tall It's Beating in Harmony While i'm Living in ecstasy Guarded from love And all it's damning reverberations Seeing you standing next you next to me Takes the breath away from me But your motives were all revolting And now i'm stuck here hurting Forced to live a lie Sitting here begging to die I was just another notch on your bedpost And now you think you have the right to boast Up and spinning away My heart gives way No more beating harmony Or living in ecstasy Looking at you now really breaks me