Look Into Me

Look into me Analyze from a distance Watch from within A deep twist Understand this Hard days Long nights A fatherless child Mother was not around When it all counts Grandma raised me The best she could Aunts and uncles never there Best friends used me Because of what they needed Raising myself, that was life it was what I needed Traveled from house to house Robbed for the essentials I begged for the necessities My the cluttered past My battered memories The thoughts Of having a baby would change me That didn't seem to phase me Continuing to live life My reckless ways My thoughts My ideas The process of many mess ups My life moves forward now Due to how I move Life, and pain comes with the decisions You need to Look into me Analyze from a distance Watch from within A deep Abyss Now.. understand this!!!