Look At Me

you see a beautiful girl I see the life in this world I look at myself and see hate because I know its too late the face you see is hidding me you can't see the horror I have had to see you can look and look but you will never see the things it took to be where I am I have to say I can just to get up in the morning without mourning over who I wanted to be how I wanted to be this is who I am can you handle the way I am a tough woman a different kind of human I'm easy to please and I try hard to please im looking for love that God above doesnt want to give me so help me see what there is in life for me