Loneliness

Sometimes I feel that nobody cares Sometimes I don't know why It's so hard to cry It's so hard to say it That I'm afraid that I would lonely die Loneliness is killing me It is cutting my body veins It is stepping on my pride It is making me feel there is no God There is nobody by myside Loneliness is a damage With no mercy It is crushing my soft heart Which is like a singing bird That was killed the next day on my bed I walk among people What a happy person you are they say They don't know the pain is deep inside I better keep my smile this way They look at my home What a nice room it is I look at these white walls I just want to break them down They look at my bed What a comfortable bed you got they envy I sleep on it It feels like an empty pool full with tears They look at the candles in my room How relaxing and romantic you are they tell me They don't know when I light them up The more desperate and lonely I get Loneliness is winning this war But when I wakeup in the day I forget about my failure I start killing loneliness by doing things on my way