Loneliness

Often at times I gasp for air.. Out of breath I am.. Poisoned by loneliness.. Utter despair.. An emptiness of nothing.. Deep down inside.. A black void.. A void into nothing.. An empty shell.. Feeling vulnerable Desperation takes over completely.. Trapped like an animal I feel Within and without.. Once had so much love to give.. So much love to share.. Life was full Accompanied with contentment.. fulfillling life it was.. The glass was full.. Full glass is gone.. Empty glass it is.. Small fragments of a once full glass.. I close my eyes.. I have a vision of Happiness.. Joy shines inward.. Joy shines outward.. Contentment shines upon me Brilliant sun rays it is.. Glowing.. Beautifully.. Specks of stardust everywhere.. My vision so intense.. I can feel it.. Taste it Smell it.. All my senses awakened.. I open my eyes.. The glorious vision still remains..