Living This Hell of Loving You

Put my lips to the bottle where yours just were Knowing where they’d rather be Thirty years of friendship and foreplay Lost dreams and fantasies I can promise that I’ll think of you tonight And a million times today I can’t escape from the truth I’m living this hell of loving you Who knew that heaven could ever Also feel like hell I’m living with regret and yes I only blame myself There’s the night I missed that goodbye kiss But I was too scared of all I had to lose Now only words are left to help confess I’m living this hell of loving you They can call me a fool for holding on For such a long long time But I can’t help to think that what we have Is part of the grand design It may not be the same for you As it’s always been for me I’m living this hell of loving you Our lost dreams and fantasies Who knew that heaven could ever Also feel like hell I’m living with regret and yes I only blame myself There’s the night I missed that goodbye kiss But I was too scared of all I had to lose Now only words are left to help confess I’m living this hell of loving you Only words are left to help confess I’m living this hell of loving you