Living In Hell

Living in Hell I’ve never been one to believe in myself; I’ve never tried to seek any help. I’ve just sat around and lived in Hell; Now it’s time I made it matter and did something else. I’ve lived too long in sin; The fire rains down on your Heaven in flames. I am not, or never will be, all I could have been, Because I have apathy for everything and I embrace the pain. She is deep inside of me; I cannot be set free. She eats away at me; I need myself to be, Gone and long forgotten. Left for dead, going rotten. Hell is all I have ever known and all I feel with you; Break my mind to pass the time, because I have become unglued. Rip my heart from out of my chest and leave me here to rot; Loving you cost me my soul and your lies are all it took. Now I know I’ve got to get away; I’ve got to escape, to get out of this Hell you have made. Because I have become somehow, the sacrificial cow. We are nothing when we are us, so leave here now. (C)2016 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.