Live For Today ! -Could I ?

Today, when I look back at the years gone by... Precious moments of my life I lost, I try to think.."why ?" Planning for the future of my family,I lived my life... Playing a mother to my kids and a loving wife.. My children meant the world to me.. "Special Someone", I wanted them to be.. My husband ,always happy, I wished to see.. Very Successfull , I wanted him to be. Family to me mattered the most.. On their achivement , I wanted to boast. Our future be happy and secure- -my only intention, In this process, to myself I paid no attention. My health, I neglected a lot, My appearance, I totally forgot. Slogging my life out ,all the money I saved.. To a happy future, the path I paved. Today I feel I have achieved a lot.. But I also can see what all I lost . Precious moments of my life , Where, I could be" Just Me", not a mother or wife.. "Live for today" as everyone says.. "Really possible?" , I wonder in every which way.. At times I feel " I too should have tried.. But would it be possible, and could I ?