Liquid Love

My reflection is too heavy to bear alone, it’s easier to look at myself and my failures through the amber liquid, tears through my system, warm and sure. You left me gracefully, lackluster Shutting the door on us softly without a word Void of fireworks and battle cries, with blockbuster neglect, taking your shattered armor and rusty sword. This battle you have won with each tip of the bottle, in the direction of my throat is a rifle. Will you be the trigger to my gun? My stomach twists into slipknots. Escape is too easy at this dangerous hour But I am no coward and I face my gallows though the vision of a bottleneck to slacken the rope. I have waited for you to steady these trembling hands with the power of the sun. Please stop my shaking fingers with laugh that I miss the most. I crushed what I could of what remained of your smiles into the glasses I pour my vices into, just to have you around. You shine, its easy to mistake your human actions for a divine intervention of a false god. My faith is weak. Shattering with every blink, I can see the thousands of mistakes that I have made, and it cuts into everything. You cut into everything. Shattering me after every swallow You cut into everything. My liquid love.